Complicated

Once in a while I wonder what goes through some people’s  minds that makes them act as the do. As if they switch to some kind of alien thinking mode and act as if it is the first time they make contact with 21 century humans.
I’m starting to give up on understanding fellow male and female representatives, as reality can beat stupidity, sarcasm and punishment due to ignorance.

Never

Nobody will ever understand… The amount of skills, sacrifice and pain it takes to exist. Embrace yourself because you are the only one that will understand you. There is nothing more importany than yourself…and after all, you’ll be the only one that cares.

nothing

let me be my nothing.
let me be my air, my fire, my rain and pain.
let me burn from the depth of my nonsense
and heal the wounds of my passing storms.
let me be my thorns, as i will get trapped in my own game.
let me be my pain, my family and friends, as only I will know.
let me be my nothing, as nothing is something.

thank you.

sometimes it’s time to say goodbye.

though it’s hard and it hurts and you don’t even wanna think about it… we have to.

when tears come unexpected, the air isn’t enough for everyone and your lips shake  like two shy lovers, it’s time to say goodbye.

before that goodbye, i have to open my heart for you guys.

all I am now, is also thanks to you. you influenced me, you helped me, you hurt me, you stepped on me, you killed and resurrected me, you built someone other than I used to be.

i guess it was time. to grow up? to smile? to cry? to understand why?

you were all next to me; my friends, my teachers, my headmasters, my family,  my faith …you were there and just like waves hit the cliff, you hit me and woke me up to reality every time i fell in love with the beauty of the clouds, started day dreaming, giving up to every barrier of the situation…yes, you woke me up and I felt alone, standing in the middle of the ocean…but I knew how to come back. it was in my blood.

you guys will always be in my heart, like magnets stuck on the inner side of my soul, the iron part of my existance.

though there were moments in which i felt lost and eyes tied running towards nowhere, you guys held my hand and brought me on the right track.

i am thankful to everyone. for every smile, for every tear, cry, laughter and for every word.

yours for always,

hrant of neverland.

Memories.

There are certain things I miss.

I miss my family.

I miss my friends.

I miss my roots.

I miss how I once was.

I miss the days I watched the sky.

I miss the days I fell like days go by.

I miss the times we fooled around.

I miss th days we were punished in group.

I miss my childhood.

I miss my grandparents.

I miss the cold years of my early childhood where we used to play with grandpa in the snow.

I miss messing up my aunts drawer.

I miss going to the countryside.

I miss chasing chickens like kids…even if we were older.

I miss doing things I used to do.

I miss lovin’ the way I love.

I miss me.

Crash!

Dupa ce am descoperit un video pe youtube pus de cineva din public(Oana..ms!) am pus si eu ce a filmat Ghev… enjoy.