You know what sucks, the fact that you feel that you do not appreciate your life as you shood. When you discover what happens to those surrounding you and then you look back at your problems, you feel pathetic and superficial…but what could I do? Am I supposed to live my life restricted, being scared of not hurting others by complaining? Am I supposed to always speak out half a measure?
Why should I live my life for others? Guess that any of those who read this would just say “go on and live your life as if every day is your last one and enjoy what you have” but…you think its that easy? If I do manage to say what I should do…why cant I just do it?
One thing is certain…I still cant and hopefully one day I’ll just turn off all the lights and burn the old place down.